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| The day my ear got holes
well, i always wanted to get ear piercings cause i thought it was super cool,
BUT pain was the only reason holding me back i swear, and parents but ITS MAINLY THE PAIN.
Yeah i went out with jthw after my family gathering,
I FELT BAD CAUSE I WENT BACK TO CHANGE, I FELL ASLEEP and she called me 31 times, IM SORRY :( so.. we went to nex and i got my piercings there!!!
It was really pain for the first hole, but i keep holding on.
We watched Monte Carlo in the end cause i had free tickets and then we rushed back home!
Well its a good day cause i get to see her! Its a great cause, every time we meet it feels like forever, like i'm not sure if you feel that way? But i feel like i just want to be with you, just you.  | | |
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19 19 19 19
it's finally here but it doesn't feel like a big great mood to celebrate,
well birthdays are birthdays its that feeling when you're at this age,
its like a day where you know who your true friends are, those who really care
and those who don't, well at least it shows a side like this,
but even still, thanks for those who wished me!
Especially my youth team catcher, he was the first to SMS me.
i was really happy?
well at the point where i felt that my efforts for Asian Youth have been over-shadowed by
the thick ego of some certain people.
He was there, reminding me how i was worth back then,
well i'm not doing this to prove you wrong,
but i'm doing this for myself and those who really care.
Trust me, you're very wrong with the reasons you give.
BUT OKAY THIS POST IS NOT FOR THAT.
YES i would like to thank Jthw1993 for the presents she have given me, its awesome
yes ikr, 2 crocs in 2 birthdays.
and i love my cap!
but honestly, baby i love you for everything, cause you just make it feel like i just only need you in my life  | | |
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I never ever break my promises?
You're cursing and swearing now i know, cause you expected me to do this when you dramaaaa.
This week has been tough for you and me? You had to deal with 2 massive papers while i had 6 to handle.
I didn't get selected for Australia, I honestly do feel like a let down cause honestly, i used to be so capable of handling things?
But it just seems like my dream of going sea games is being dashed away,
I cried in the gym toilet, i felt like a failure.
As much as i know the reasons are just...
But i had to put this weight on me cause i feel like i've let down a lot.
My team mates, my friends, my coaches, and my dad?
I had an amazing week with you, its the 13th.
we studied everyday at west coast plaza and honestly it felt really good when you were by my side.
I really think i'd do well.
Cause i have you?
I want to do this, but i don't wanna lose you?
Remember the walls that we have to climb so that we can last forever?
I know its selfish?
Climb this wall with me, cause you know and i promise.
I'd climb any wall with you, no matter how steep or how high it is.
TIAB? I need you more than you need me.
But i am afraid, i don't want to be a failure.
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| i need you to stay by me,
i need you to understand. | | |
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I need someone, i don't know,
i feel like fuck?
But you don't get it.
Like, imagine you...
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